Life doesn't have to be hard, but it's not easy. Seems just when you reach a high point in time, something happens to knock you down a little or sometimes a lot. All I can say is, be patient. Things will work out. You won't live a miserable and pathetic life, unless you settle for what you could become. There's a plan for your life, let it happen. Don't discount what's in front of you, it could be the key. But be patients and you'll realize if it's the right key. Life is fun. It's a gift. It's riveting. It's everything you never expected. Life is worth living. Enjoy it. We're only here for so long. Love you. Be Epic. Peace!!!